My Best FriendMy friend died a couple years ago.. he killed himself. He was a schizophrenic, and depressed and such, so it wasn't a big surprise, even if it hurt me like no other. He never said bye to me, though. After being my friend since we were like three, he never even bothered talking to me about it..
And I think he knows it. He shows up in my dreams ALL THE TIME. Almost every night, he pops up and apologizes, then warns me about how I shouldnt leave the town I'm in, because things could get worse in other areas and I'm as safe as I'll ever be in my town. Wtf? and for a while, we kind of messed around.. (sexual experimentation? i dun know) so when he shows up, he kisses me, and i dont get why. its weird..
There was one night when he didn't show up, though. This dream bothers me.. Probably because I've gotten used to the other one.
He's talking to me, like he's still alive.. And then I'm standing by his grave, but he's with me by the grave..And the tombstone is on the edge of a cliff. So we keep talking and suddenly my dad is behind him and pushes him off the side of the cliff..I end up watching him hit every single rock jutting out from the sides..
Then he's back at the top of the cliff with me, but he's all bloody and stuff, from the fall... This time he jumps off, and pulls me with him..
I jerk awake screaming when I hit the bottom.
StrippedxPride487 18-21, M 11 Responses 3 Jun 30, 2011