Guiltly Affair (?))

I was in a room that meant nothing to me and i said I had to go to class, i left the room and ended up outside with a boy I used to like. He had dyed his hair blonde and I commented on it and pulled on one of his curls. Then we began to make out and it was fun and incredible, but after we stopped I started thinking about my boyfriend and how angry he would be and I could no longer enjoy hanging out with that old crush. So i went home, but i kept thinking to myself how my boyfriend could never find out and that I wouldn't tell him. Then he appeared and I awoke

the whole time i felt guilty even though it was a dream
any ideas on what it means :c
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Dec 5, 2012