Virgin Mary Saved My Son.

I was about 17 when I has this dream. Being such a troublesome girl, I ran away from home at such a young age then left my hometown with my bf and moved to Atlanta GA. Soon after I found out I was pregnant. 4 months has gone by and still, no one knew I was pregnant. For such a little girl, at 4 months, I looked like I was 1 month along.

One night about 6pm I received a letter from my sister and in the letter she pleads and begs me to come back home but I couldn't bc I had made an appt to abort my child that weekend. With all this going on, plus my depression...I was overwhelmed and fell asleep crying.

I dreamt, I was standing outside my childhood church. It was a dark gloomy day. When I entered the church, everything looked the same as it should in real life. I walked up the aisle towards the alter and finally saw some lighting. The lighting came from the alter, very dimmed lighting. As I got closer I noticed a monk in his brown robe bowed down with his back towards me. There, I stopped behind him then he turns around, still his head still down but he points at the hymns at the first peel. Couldn't see his face but heard a fainted voice instructing me to read the hymns and when finish, someone is expecting to see me upstairs. I looked passes the podium and noticed a ladder leaning with a small opening from the wall. Before I knew it, I finished then headed up the ladder. As soon as I reached the top, I saw nothing but darkness. I then said to myself "god, I can't do this, my biggest fear of darkness" as soon as I said that, I looked down and saw patches of white light on the floor and in those patches of light I saw, Lilly's. Away, it took my fear. I then followed these Lilly's with confidence, one room and into another. The second room was when I paused, scared out of my mind. Couldn't move didn't dare to to speak. Onto my right hand side I noticed something, so, I slowly turned and there it was. Now face to face...this big bright overwhelming light. At first, I couldn't make out what I was looking at until I stared closely and there I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Her beautiful fade, beautiful outlining of her cloak, the beautiful Virgin Mary.

She seemed sad, she even spoke with her soft voice. I can't remember what she said but I do remember her saying how disappointed she is in me. My heart must've stopped, my dropped open but I must admit, it was a weird beautiful feeling I experienced. Shortly after, I woke up.

I don't know if its her, it looked like her. I can't say it's bc of her that my son was saved or maybe I just woke up from a bad dream. The very next day, I never saw the sun so bright. I reconnected with my family and confessed my pregnancy. My son is now 10 and he, saved my life.
Dreaming28 Dreaming28
26-30, F
Dec 13, 2012