Weird First Date Dream. Maybe Because Of My Rose Quartz?

So today I took at nap around 5 o'clock today. I happened to have my rose quartz with me as I slept.

It was a couple of hours into my sleep... I was half awake half asleep. All I remember wass that I was going out on a date with this guy who I had just met. A mix between my friend's ex and my crush. Basically, we met up and we were at this bowling alley that was a movie theater and we decided to watch a movie. But we had to wait for it to we decided to eat something beforehand. We bagan talking and there was a weird moment where either I or he said something sad and I remember putting my hands with his. He reciprocated by grabbing my hand back, it felt so nice. Then as that passed, he then began seductively tickling my hand and making it was turning me on as he kept getting more physical. But then I breathed in (still in my dream) and did that nasty those nasty people that snort in their snot really hard and you could hear it and it just sounds so nasty? Well that's the noise I heard. I kept randomly doing that when the food came and then later as we stood in line. All the while he was being supportive of this new weird habit of mine, saying it's fine..didn't think much about it... but I had insisted of excusing myself.[I kind of wish I didn't but hey, it's the dream]. I excused myself and I was magically transported to my house where I frantically took some medicine...mucinex lmao. anyways I go back by car and he is there waiting for me.Anyways I still made it in time for the movies, but we were the only ones there in the room.I picked a seat..self conscious about the seats, but he tells me the seats are good.... and then I see him text someone. That made me feel bad because I felt like he was texting a friend something bad about our date. lmao. Then I woke up.

So to add in some thoughts:
1. I've never had a boyfriend
2.I've never been on a date
3. I've decided before any of this..almost a year ago actually that I was not ready to date.
4. However, this last month I have really considered being open to get a boyfriend..constantly

5. I've never had a dream where I've been on a date with someone.
6. It's weird that I dreamed this at this point in time (taking into account 3 and 4) coincidence.. I dreamt with my rose quartz.

So background knowledge:
"Rose quartz is known as the love stone. It helps the user feel a strong sense of self-worth, therefore being worth love. Rose quartz is the stone of universal love. It is also the stone of love in marriage. When worn in jewelry the wearer feels a sense of self-worth.
Healing properties of Rose Quartz:
Rose Quartz has a gentle vibration of love for the owner. It gives inner peace and helps in all matters pertaining to love in all its forms. Rose Quartz opens the heart to love. It is a lovely stone for a young person."

So what are your thoughts on my dreams and considering the rose quartz.

My thoughts:
Well I've never had this dream before and I found it weird that this came when I went to sleep with the stone. I've worn stones before and I have never had dreams like this. I've also slept with this rose quartz and I've never had dreams about love.
However, I am feeling more relaxed since I got out of school so... I guess I could feel the stone's "power" . ( LOL)

At first I felt like maybe this dream in general is about me not being ready to date, especially since I have constantly been thinking of getting a boyfriend already. Maybe I am getting forewarned to not date...especially since I woke up feeling weird... since I felt like the guy was texting his friend/uninterested at the end?
However, during the dream I was baffled that this guy was so understanding, despite me doing that nasty noise/habit that I acquired during the dream.. he did not leave me.

Is it the stone telling me that it's okay? It's okay to be imperfect? That if the guy likes you, he will not leave me kind of thing? Or am I just not confident to really start dating? Or is it just being nervous during the date. a typical nervousness?

Sigh. I can't really interpret this dream.

analyzing analyzing
22-25, F
Dec 16, 2012