Not Ready To Speak The Details Aloud

suffice to say... i have the same dream a LOT.
or if not the same dream, ones that are too damn close to call them different.

for now, in a nutshell... I lose 2 of the closest people in the world to me... in either a horrific way, or one that i can see plain as day when i open my eyes.

it's about a once a week occurance or more frequent, depending on my cicumstances.

it brings me nothing but absolute FEAR for my future.
or far.
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Jan 11, 2013