Getting It Off My Chest

Dear Andrew,
I still think about you almost every day, even though it has been two years since we last saw one another. Sometimes I wonder if letting you go was the worst mistake of my life; had I just given us a chance, what would my life be like now? I hope you are happy, but I also hope that a part of you still loves me. I am still with my boyfriend, I don't know if that makes things worse or better for you. At least I chose something I was serious about. I never meant to hurt you.

***
there are some things that you never get the chance to say, or are too scared to. at those times, I usually write a letter that will not be sent. it just helps me clear my head and gain perspective on the situation.
alovelylove alovelylove
18-21, F
Jul 4, 2007