Baring My Soul to No One...

I'm 22 and I've been used to writing letters and messages that I would never send to the people they are meant for. I've always been that way. I can go on and on writing an intricate intimate letter, sharing my heart, my thoughts and my pain but after pouring it all out whether in paper or in email, I always choose not to send them.

These letters help me cope with my feelings. It helps me say what I can never say in person. Looking back on everything I've written, I can't help but think that maybe my life would be different if I had sent any of those letters. I might have gained some other person's love & friendship, or I might have lost what I have right now.
FadedShadows FadedShadows
22-25, F
2 Responses Aug 15, 2007

I did some on text messages back then as well, and I regret doing so. I think I lost one person that I never would've lost if that message wasn't sent at all.

That is so deep and i know what you mean i do that all the time it makes me feel so much better but i feel like a chicken fo ot sending them...i guess i dont take change well and prefer not to sen them incase it changes things. xxxx i hope tings work out.