Big Mistake

I feel I’ve made a fool of myself
But in return we speak
Its been so long it feels now
Unnatural to me
I’m a total *** for putting you on the spot
Claiming you gave me the cold shoulder
I remember it well, but you
apparently forgot.
Not knowing any “instances” where
it seemed that way
I can remember a few
In high school that would have been everyday
You say there is no reason
for you to DISLIKE me
That I am quote you “ da beez kneez”
now I’ve disturbed what was peace
And this outcome of my action
Is unsettling to keep
This simple conversation seems
Put forth on your sympathy and
I don’t want what you
feel you owe to me
How can I put back to rest
This relationship and our past
From the beginning you were never the right key
You were always the gravity
that kept me from flying free.