Its funny what you can do in front of a room full of people but can't manage to do in front of one person.
Is your opinion really that important?
Maybe I'm not shy
Maybe my subconscious knows that you're just not worth it
but my apperceptive mind knows that those are just lies and pick me ups I tell myself to heal the detriment
The torture I'm putting myself through by not being honest with you
My affinity and our intellectual intimacy clouded my authenticity
I have an avowal
I need to make amends with myself
but I'm afraid
If I expose myself will you still treat me the same?
I guess it's time for me to stop tarrying down theoretical lane
Open up my diary
Rip out a page
Say what I came to say and that is..
I Want More
Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
18-21, F
Aug 18, 2014