Ihave Not Been Properly Kissed In a Long Time

I  PERSONALLY HAVE NOT BEEN PROPERLY KISSED IN A LONG TIME MY BEST FRIEND AND LOVER SHE WELL PASSED IN AUG OF2008 I HAVE PRETTY MUCH BEEN ALONE SINCE.I GO OUT AFTER WORK FOR A FEW BEERS AND MOST WOMEN THERE ARE MUCH YOUNGER THAN   ME. I COULD OF GONE WITH A MARRIED WOMEN THERE BUT I DID NOT WANT TO GO THERE.  IT IS HARD FOR ANYONE TO NOT BE KISSED AND HELD AND LOVED .  I TRULY MISS IT , AND I WANT SO BADLY TO BE KISSED AND HELD AGAIN  A PART OF ME WANTED TO GO WITH THAT MARRIED WOMEN FOR SHE WAS LOOKING GOOD ,BUT I JUST DID,NOT FEEL RIGHT ABOUT IT. I KNOW I NEED TO GO WHERE WOMEN ARE A BIT OLDER BUT I LOVE THAT BAR AND HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS THERE.   BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO MAKE SOME CHANGES . AND I HAVE OCD BUT WHEN I DRINK MY OCD DOES NOT BOTHER ME AT ALL I WISH IT WAS LIKE THAT ALL THE TIME.      CATTLEMOOSE

mycuzinvinni mycuzinvinni
46-50, M
4 Responses Mar 4, 2009

You write about many people's heart's. But you were smart not to kiss someone who can only give you that - being kissed by the wrong person can only help temporarily.

well it would have felt nice but not the thing to do

I am sure there are many of us here on EP (myself included) who haven't been kissed in a long time. I know it will happen eventually though, an that is what I look forward to.<br />
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I thought about dating a married man - I even had lunch with him, but as much as I wanted to be kissed (and other things too!) I knew once we were face to face that I couldn't go through with it. I truly believe that all of us who seek a mate will find one : )

i thank you both for your comments vinny

Ah Cattlemoose, I feel for you man. I haven't been kissed in a while too but I know as a younger guy it will be easier for me, and I probably haven't waited as long as you. Still, I feel your pain, a good kiss is like a gift from God. And a woman's love and affection is like manna from heaven, even if it's just for a night.<br />
You're in touch with your own soul when you know how would feel afterwards if you went with a married woman. That's a good thing, even though at times I wish you bet you could just ignore that and go for the lips!!<br />
Keep on keeping on, man.<br />
GA.<br />
PS Did you know that on the internet, writing in all capitals is like shouting at someone? If you're like my dad, you might not realise that. Keeping to lower case will make it nicer for people to read.

thanks vinny