I Dont Know What To Do
we met at work 4 yrs ago, i didnt trust he loved me enough. He decided to get married two yrs ago but gave me the choice of stopping it if i loved him but i didnt. We have been dating for 18 months now & i'm friends with his only teenage son. It kills me to be unable to wake up next to him everyday but i get to be with him at least i whole week every month. He takes good care of me & i have his picture on my bedside. I love him & cant imagine being with anyone else. This is killing me, he says he is getting a divorce.