My Everyday

My everyday struggle is what I have to live with the rest of my life. I have to wonder every morning, "is today gonna be a good or bad day?" No matter if I wake up saying "it will b a good day" doesn't always mean it will be. Ppl see me as this sweet women tht has everything but little do thy no whats really going on. I hide my arms nd stomach from family nd friends even tho thy no whats wrong. I dnt like to remember what each scare means. I don't want to remember what was going threw my mind whn I did it. Yes I'm better today then I have ever been in my life but even tho im better i still have those thoughts going thru my mind and im still to this day I am hunted by my past.
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18-21, F
Jan 21, 2013