Its Really Hard Sometimes

I ust to be pretty big into drugs, nothing to hardcore, but still drugs are drugs. As of this moment i have been souber for 2 years 3 months and 29 days. I try and avoid the hole topic of drugs and avoid anyone thats into them. But even with that ive been finding it really hard to keep up on my souberity.  After so long i ficured it would all be out of my system by now. I was younger and dummer at the time and axcualy i really didnt know any better. From the day i was born i was around God knows how many drugs. My mom and my stepfater always had something when i was a kid. One thing im glad for it that my dad admits that hes done thim but never infront of me. If he was to rase me then i might of not even tryed them. I dont regret that i did any of them, honestly it was a great learning exsperance, and apparently im not putting what i learned into actshon. I dont no why but i just want to go out and get really messed up again like i ust to. 
takeawildguess takeawildguess
18-21, M
1 Response Mar 30, 2007

hey there- Hang on you can do this !!! Look how far you have gone... Have you ever tried NA (narcotics anyonmous) I my self am in recovery I have 4 yrs. YOU CAN DO THIS !!!!