I Have Herpes

I caught herpes when I was a teenager although I'm in my mid 30's now.  I started having sex way too early.  I was having sex with what I now call 'predators' because I was like 13, 14, 15 and they were like 22, 24, 26 all the way up to 28.  Somebody gave it to me and now I have to live with it for the rest of my life, I hate it.  I feel nasty and disgusted when I have a breakouts.  I hate that my self-esteem was so low back then that I thought if I gave up the sex...I would meet a cool boyfriend.....so wrong....so wrong.

MsMissy2009 MsMissy2009
31-35, F
1 Response Feb 26, 2010

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