Seeking Feeling

Life is difficult. A constant war with emotions. I've gone numb and and my heart didn't know how to love anymore. Im seeing my dead bestfriend who hung himself, hearing voices telling me to save myself and suffering through nightmares of constant death. I cried in my friends arms told her i didnt want to live that i could have ended my life along time ago, if only it would have killed me i wouldn't feel pain every time i breathe. But theres one person that brings me out of hell and makes me feel better. Takes away all feelings of depression and has taught me to love again. He saved me and for that I am thankful. Theres always someone out there that can help you and can be that angel that saves you. Keep believing because you deserve to live. <3 <3 <3
CandyCryptic CandyCryptic
18-21, F
Jan 18, 2013