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My Fake Smile

I  smile  infront of my relatives and my family just to pretend everything is ok which is not reality. My soul is dead inside. But  I didn't finish my ***** body because I need this body  to pretend everything is all right......sigh.........
richa12345678 richa12345678 22-25, F 12 Responses May 8, 2011

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No Don't ever do this if your love is true you will find someone else who will love you truley from heart i am in de same situation as you but i never thought tht i am lost don't worry our day will come soon.. :)

No Don't ever do this if your love is true you will find someone else who will love you truley from heart i am in de same situation as you but i never thought tht i am lost don't worry our day will come soon.. :)

i'm sorry to hear your situation similar , because i know how painful it is , you are so strong person and caring and thinking about ppl , i also dont express those except here in EP , <br />
take care , God bless you

my situation is similar, i dont express my real situation, so ppl can see am devastated, n feel pain for me

I know how you feel as I have been abused in the past and I have just now been able to share it now that I have it is now not something I have to hide .I suggest that you speak up cause without that noone can be there for you .Know this from one abused person to another that I will be there for you if you will let me be there.

thanks ctnandu

Develop faith in your self and to live for yourself. We make choices right or wrong we realise hlater. <br />
And sometimes very wrong choices defying all. That's not end of road. Life is long don't cut it short. <br />
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I hope u come out of this strong. Take care.

@ PrayerWhisperer...........Thank you :)......hugs to you~~~

richa, your soul is not dead...just deeply deeply wounded. i pray for protections and healing for you and give you hugs and may love rain down on you from unexpected sources even when you can't express your pain.

@ Bellabloo.....thanks.

Richa, you didn't do anything wrong. I wish you would stop hiding and pretending. Your parents love you and they want what is best for you.

@ LifeShakerRuleBreaker......I don't pretend to harm anyone, rather I have to pretend for the good of others. Well, I know I'm honest. I was cheated , abused mentally, physically by my ex. What you think i'm supposed to do ? I don't want to live anymore....Do you think it's better to say it directly to my family ? I'm hiding my pain just not to hurt them . That's all. Anyways Thanks. .