I Always Hide My Feelings

I understand i tend to do that also as when i did show people that side of me they were just not understandable and thought i was seeking attention which was not what i was doing so i just don't show that side anymore.

no you are not fake ,
yeah it's hard to keep your feeling hide ,i think i know this feeling ://
hope you be okei soon :p

no ur not fake
im the same, but kinda like a split, at school or anywhere else im always happy, but at home im the opposite
i agree, i think i need 2 have someone to talk to
thats why this site is so good, u can talk to someone, but not burden ur loved ones wiv news that actually their life sucks
my friends told me about how their dad was abusing them, and although i was supportive, and liked that i could help them, it has ruined me
i think if u find someone who u can talk to thats not the closest person to u, that wud be best

I wouldn't call you a fake. What I might call you is me about 2 years ago before I tried to commit suicide after "holding it all in" and "always only letting the happy me" out in public. I was diagnosed with major depression and worked with a psychiatrist for a while along with some group therapy and medication. Today I am in a much better place and instead of hiding the bad days I have friends and family reassure me that it's okay and quite normal. Please consider talking to someone

I know just how you feel. Eveyone thinks I am a happy person, but inside, it is all depression and sadness, which no one could guess at because I always smile, always hide behind a mask.
I don't think I'd call you fake. I just think you need to find someone, a person in your life, who can take off your mask and help you show the other side to the world. i have a guy in my life like that, and so far, only he has gotten in, but he has never called me fake, and I trust him to know this, so I can assur you that you aren't fake. You just need to find the reason you are hiding behind a mask.