I Hit The Woman I Love
Well I have been in love with this woman for 2 years and we planned on spending the rest of our lives together. We have had problems just as any relationship has, but we always get through it and come out stronger and still happy.
Well on this day I was watching her daughter and her sister's three kids...great day and then she called to check up on them but her sister was already here to pick them up. She calls back and accuses me of liking her 2 sisters, which might I add is ridiculous. This really upset me and she began to just keep it going and going.
She left the house and went somewhere, which was fine, but when she came home we didnt speak and she went right into the bedroom. Well I went in there toget a pillow because I decide to sleep on the couch and that became an argument too. She popped up out of bed and begin to try to fight me saying "hit me hit me" so I push away and say over and over again "look stop you know I don't do that". The next thing I know she slapped me in the mouth and without hesitation I slapped her back. She came back at me and I put her on the ground and took her out of the room becaus ethe babygirl was sleeping in there. She then began to cream at the top of her lungs and held her down and told her to stop...but she didnt so i covered her mouth.
She called the cops and when they asked what happened she just said we were arguing and wanted me gone. They didnt tell me to leave because we are both on the lease and she got some stuff and her daughter and left. I haven't seen her in a week, I miss her and her daughter, and to be honest i am ashamed and absolutely disgusted with myself. I love her with all of my heart and soul. I have never hit a woman before and I never will again.
How do I make it up to her, how do I let her know I still love her, how do I let her know I will never do that again? I am so sad about this situation and I wish I can go back and just walk away. Not seeing her beautiful face for a week has been torture. Somebody please give me some advice.