Hitting It Again!

I started hitting the self destruction button this past few days.
It is nearly getting in the red remark, nearly to explode!
I stopped for the meantime going to my aerobic class...
I am starting to feel so alienated with people.
I am also starting to isolate myself with my family, and locking myself again!
I believe that tomorrow will never come for me, and that's GOOD if it will happen!
I am starting again to square one and I hate!
I wanted to be alone and not to mingle to anyone as much as possible...
and I hate it!
I already loosen my hope.
So, I am now nothing!
Eureka85 Eureka85
22-25, F
May 25, 2012