I Recently Just Hit It....

I recently hit the self distruck button. And damn, I hit it hard. I have put my walls up again, because I am way too scared to let anyone in anymore, and too scared to trust again. I am currently is a self destructive mode. I get like this once in a while. Currently, I am in that mode again. And I can only blame myself, because I was too ******* stupid, and actually believed that someone Loved and cared about me. Bullshit, when they say that, they don't even mean it!

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Mar 13, 2010