Hmmm....why?

Why am I so drawn to you, and repulsed at the same time? Why does your soul capture me and pull me in, yet locks me out? Why do I yearn for you, and yet I want to push you away? Why do your eyes display your innermost secrets, yet stand empty, like black holes? Why do your lips speak the tales of a beautiful world, yet lash hatred words of evil? Why does your smile radiate blissful joy, yet give a strong sense of emptiness? Why do I understand you so well, but know so little about you? Why do I know everything about you, but understand so little? Why is it that I feel like I've known you for so long, yet you feel like a stranger? Why is it that I've known you for so little, yet you feel like an old friend? Why is it that I adore you and despise you all at the same time? Why is it that I want to kiss you and strike you, all at once? Why is it that you leave me fully aware of how I feel, yet I stand confused like never before?

Hmmmm.....

I wish I didn't love you so, yet it's all I want.
peanlo peanlo
22-25, F
1 Response Jan 8, 2013

You'll figure things out eventually and come to a place where it's not so ****** up in your head. In the meantime, just enjoy all the good that you have and eat copious amounts of chocolate. ;)

That's the thing - I get it. You know, the whole situation. But at the same time, I don't. Meh! It is what it is.