I Hold My Pee
i have been reading desperation stories for a good hour now and i have to pee. I want to push my self, i go in the bathroom wanting to relive myself but everytime i feel the push coming i stop myself, then i decide i don't want to just sit on the toilet and pee so i turn and face the opposite way on the toilet to that my ****** is to the back of the toilet and ready myself to relive but i won't let myself. so i go and sit in the shower over the drain ready to pee but stop myself yet again knowing that i can go further so now i am downing a bottle of water while posting this any other ideas on how to push myself?