Why Cant I Just Be Me?

i am to shy for my own good. i hardly ever talk to anyone i dont already know as i am always thinking what is the best thing to say so that  im witty or come across as a person they want to know. i ALWAYS seem to say the wrong thing or try to say something funny and  it comes out all wrong. so instead i say nothing. im left with always thinking" if only ". 

crabbit crabbit
31-35, F
1 Response Mar 20, 2009

I often choose to say nothing for the very same reasons.