Am I Being Paranoid ?

I have this deep fear that someone will know who I am......I have an alias...sure...but...what if they have a look and go " Oh My Gawd !! I know her.....quick get the phone..gotta tell someone"


Am I Paranoid ?? Is it only me that believes in this small small world.....it keeps getting smaller....


Um..really worried now....gotta go.

caroli9 caroli9
41-45, F
10 Responses Jan 11, 2007

Thankyou Ritacamilla :D You are so bloody right !!! you have writen exactly what i needed to say .... at exactly the right time i needed to hear it .... lol im freaking out now x

If you are afraid someone else knows who you are, then really it's that your afraid YOU know who you are! (Perhaps? Just food for thought...I'm still learning this one.)

eek!<br />
me too. i just started here with the plan that i was going to spill my guts about all kinds of things--but i'm already getting nervous and thinking twice about it...but ya know, i think i'll go for it anyway...let's keep our fingers crossed!

Thanks MM .... yup ... its been quite a journey. Its going to take forever to update most of them....Oh well :)

You can write in your blog and keep the blog private. Noone but you can read them then. And then at some stage you can post them with the experience groups...... just a thought :)

I am not sure ... it just happened. I joined a few groups first without writting anything. Then when i was ready i shared my experiences. Everyday after i wanted to delete what i wrote. But I didnt. I felt a great sense of release and comfort that i could share and that others are listening and ready to help.

I wrote this jan31 .. it is now 1st Oct and i have my picture up....so i guess im cured. hmmm I think I have alot of updating to do.

I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING!

yep yep

IT WOULD BE A CATASTROPHE FOR A LOT OF PEOPLE HERE IF THEIR PARTNERS KNEW THE THINGS THEY WRITE.ESPEACIALLY SOME OF THOSE CONFESSIONS