The More You Love The More You Get Hurt

HI FRNDS,
                THIS IS A GIRL WHO IS WILLING TO DIE JUST BECAUSE OF LOVING A GUY. I TOO HAVE HEARD MANY STORIES IN WHICH LOVERS DIE BECAUSE OF THEIR LOVE FAILURE. BUT MINE IS A DIFFERENT STORY. I DID LOVE A GUY FOR 6 YEARS. MY FATHER LEFT MY MOM AT MY CHILDHOOD ITSELF. I WAS WITH MY MOM'S BROTHERS. NOBODY WANTS ME TO GET MARRIED WITH THAT GUY. EVERY1 OF OUR RELATIVES LEFT US. BUT MY MOM SUPPORTED ME & I GOT MARRIED WITH THAT GUY. I THOUGHT THAT MY LIFE WILL BE IN THE HAPPIEST WAY. BUT ALL MY DREAMS ARE COLLAPSED. MY MOTHER INLAW'S FAMILY IS A LARGE FAMILY. AFTER MARRIAGE MY HUSBAND USED TO AVOID ME HE USED TO WATCH AT OTHER GIRLS. I GOT HURT. GRADUALLY HIS LOVE ON ME GOT REDUSED. NOW EVERYBODY IN MY FAMILY & HIS FAMILY SAYS THAT HE IS TOO GOOD  & I'M THE WORSTGIRL WHO DOESN'T SUIT HIM. WHAT TO DO? I DONT EVEN FIND A SINGLE MINUTE TO SPEND WITH HIM PEACEFULLY. GETTING MAD. I REALLY LOVE HIM LIKE ANYTHING. I'M MAD ABOUT HIM. I NEVER EVER LOVED A PERSON TO THIS EXTENT IN MY LIFE. NOW I'M READY EVEN TO DIE IF HIS LOVE ON ME REDUSES. NOW NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME. SO I CANT LIVE WITHOUT HIS LOVE & HE SAID THAT HE CANT LIVE WITHOUT HIS PARENTS. BEFORE MARRIAGE HE USED TO SAY THAT HE CANT LIVE WITHOUT ME. BUT NOW HE IS SAYING THAT HE CANT LIVE WITHOUT HIS PARENTS. I DONT KNOW WHY HE IS BEHAVING IN THIS WAY. I THINK I REALLY DOESN'T SUITE HIM. SO I WANT TO QUIT FROM HIS LIFE. IF I DIE, I'LL BE THANKFUL TO GOD IF HE UNDERSTANDS MY LOVE EVEN AT THAT MOMENT. GOOD BYE TO THIS BEAUTIFUL WORLD......... BUT NEVER EVER LOVE ANY PERSON MORE THAN URSELF,BECAUSE IF YOU DO SO THAT WILL DEFENITELY LEAD YOU TO DEATH.... SAME AS ME.....
HIMAVARSHA HIMAVARSHA
22-25
6 Responses May 18, 2012

I think you are a truly good person and I love you because God loves you. He is my father and he is your father. You're my little sister. When I say I love you I mean it!

Nobody is worth more than you! Think of yourself first and never even think of dying for someone else. You are still young, so get out of a loveless relationship and find your own peace and joy. Unless you are happy, you cannot be happy with someone else.

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I am feeling the same way right now. I've been with this guy for 11 years and he no longer wants to be with me anymore. He cheated on me in the past. That betrayal changed my life forever. We got engaged the same year I started dating him. We never got married despite staying together for so long. I never had a boyfriend either. Hes been my first in everything. I also live with him and we have beautiful dogs that are very much attached to us. I have been feeling very depressed lately. He was honest enough to tell me that he doesn't want to have kids with me. He says he loves me. I believe him. I just want to not live anymore. And then I think about my father. He's been through so much alone and has always strived for me. He is the reason I am still alive. He asked me to seek help. I will. I wish you seek help as well.

are you still alive? May be I have an answer for you.......reply only if you really want your life to get back as it was.....
The choice is yours

your words NEVER EVER LOVE ANY PERSON MORE THAN URSELF is absolutly ryt which every true lovers should follow.... if u love a person deeply , u will suffer two tyms more when they avoid u....