Nothing Hurts Me But Me

I cut myself with blades, I burn myself with irons, burning hot water from jugs, I create friction burns by scratching the same spot over and over I stab my self with sisccors and punch myself  why? most of the time I do not know its a way of coping, reaslng pain form the inside. You may think im crazy So do I but I cant  help it and if you had lived mylife maybe you would see why.

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Mar 7, 2010