I'm Tainted With Darkness That Nobody Sees

I'm the girl everyone sees as sweet, innocent, and peaceful. No one knows that I walk with the taint of darkness deep in my soul. I'm damaged inside, slowly breaking apart piece by piece. Crumbling, hurting, my heart shattered. I wear a smile masking my sadness. I've been through so much and sometimes everything in life can be so overwhelming. I don't feel this way all the time, but on bad days I do. I've crawled into a hole and I have to dig my way back out.

flyingintherain flyingintherain
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 23, 2008

I care. If you ever want to talk about it, you can come to me, I obviously understand how you feel.

I feel this way each and every day. My heart is broken into...and no one cares, understands, or has a clue. Hang in there.