Stubborn Regrets

I have been doing self-harm ever since i was 12 years old, now I am 14 and still doing it

I used to cut but i do more "drastic" things now like zippering (paper holders clamped on skin thread them and rip them off), beating myself, asking people to beat me up, piercing my skin and ripping the piercing out, biting myself, and etc.

Yes I got bashed thousands upon thousands of times for it, my school even the teachers made fun of me, people online got super pissed at an old account where i admitted i did self harm, and now i see a phsychiatrist and i am doing better with handleing my "self-harm problem" the only problem is that i do not want to stop and when i do "stop" I never completely do because i feel like it is a huge relief and **** it feels good.

well that is all i want to write, thanks for reading

Ghostette Ghostette
18-21, F
Mar 1, 2010