I Hate Myself.

he helped me. i hurt him. god, don't deserve to live. i wonder why i didn't listen before. i knew i would hurt him. this always happens. there must be something terribly wrong with me. was i born during a satanic ritual or something? that seems pretty possible, give my horrendous aboility to cause pain to others with my sole existence.
sayonaranow sayonaranow
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 4, 2012

I know what you mean. I feel the same way about a girl. She was nice and friendly and caring with me and I ruined it. Just completely ruined it. And then I told her not to talk to me any more, at least for a little while, since I need to get over her. But I know it will be incredibly hard since I think about her a lot and talking to her seems to make my day better.