Yeah Unfortunatly I Do.....
I hurt in to different Forms.. I hurt Inside, But I also tend to hurt the people I care about.
When I say I hurt inside, I mean that It feels as if the
world has Given up on me. It's a Scary Feeling. To feel this way Because
Then you want to give up on Life. The Feeling Of hurt isn't a Feeling I enjoy or wish on anyone. It's a sad feeling. It's a Cold,Dark Feeling. It's as if your weeping on the inside and screaming to be set free.
Then I hurt the people I care about. Sometimes I talk without Thinking.
I also Do things that make people Hurt. For Instance When I drink, I loose all respect for myself, For Those who care about me. Most important I Loose myself. I let the Poison take over my body. And I become someone
I hate. It hurts my family, my BF, My Kids, Everyone who watches it or Heres it. Because I Become Arrogant, Stubborn, Trashy person. And it Tares My families heart out.
I also Hurt people with my Attitude.
I get into this "I don't give a ****" Moods. Where I won't speak and if I do I quote "I don't care" Or "Whats your point". When I get Like this. It Hurts
The one person I care the most about. Because it tells him I have become cold and dark. And it seems as if I have given up on Life. It makes it hard for us. And Never results good.
So yeah I Hurt and in more than one way..