Rying to Accept and Come to Terms Wih My Past

Im an adult survivor of childhood sexual abuse.Im attending counselling weekly for over 4 yrs now and its really tough.Some times i feel i am over it and then some memory or flashback comes to me and i am struggling again.I was abused from the age of 5 iuntil i was 13 by 6 diffferent people,5 male and one female.I am also female.Three of my abusers were within my family and i find that the hardest to deal with.I am also the only girl in a family of 7 children.My parents dont know about my past and i will never tell them.It would kill them.Sometimes i feel so lonely and so abnormal to other people.I feel i am not worth anything and am not important as a person.Im looking to chat to people wh can identify with what i went through and what i am  still going through.

theweed theweed
41-45
1 Response Mar 23, 2009

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