GentlemanI was always considered to be a true gentleman. Friends of the family would always comment on how handsome I was. But they never saw me. They saw someone else. Since I was a little kid, I have seen myself as a lady. I would always want a little princess dress when I was a kid. Mum would never say yes though. I never knew why
Then I learned I apparently wasn't a little girl. I thought they were messing around. Parents do that. But she wasn't. I knew then I wouldn't be seen for me, I would have to pretend.
So I've been acting out my part ever since. I buy myself heels and dresses and lots of girly stuff so I can feel more "me". I let my hair grow out so I would look more feminine when I wore my dresses. I keep my body slender, not bulky.
At least there is one person I know personally who knows who I am and loves me anyway. ^-^
BloodRedShadow 18-21 2 Responses 1 Jul 4, 2012