I Recently Really Started To Like Older Men.
Well, here goes my story. So I am 15 years old and I am into older men. The first time that I noticed this was probably a year ago. At first it was just crushes on men like Steven Tyler, who by the way is super cute. I noticed I liked him when he was a judge on American Idol and I started freaking out, thinking, "I shouldn't like him! He is to old. I'm turning into my aunt!!" Yes, my aunt likes older men too, her husband is about 15 years older than her. SO here I am, thinking I am crazy and "hopefully it is just a phase," when I realized that I have crushed on guys older than me most of my life. I realized that when I was in elementary school, I was crushing on guys who were significantly older than me, a 10 year old crusing on and 18 year old. I couldn't believe it, surely there was something "wrong" with me. Then a couple months ago, I joined a website to talk to people, just random people because I woke up in the middle of the night bored out of my mind. So I joined this website, and I couldn't help but start talking to guys at least in their twentys. I set a limit for myself, I would not talk to anyone older than 27, and younger than 17. To me, 27 seemed way too old, but I was giving myself a comfortable limit. I think the oldest guy I talked to was 25. So I excepted the fact that Iliked older guys and just dealt with it. Then, a couple days ago, I found myself searching the web for chatrooms with older, older guys. I was shocked to find myself thinking about men 35-42 years old. Now, i'm not sure what age I am going for, but one thing I do know is that I am not here looking for sex, for now I just want to talk and get to know someone that is resposible, smart, nice, funny, and just an all around gentleman. I want someone that I can trust and rely on to not just leave me hanging all alone. You can message me and ask me anything you want, I am willing to answer pretty much any questions you have honestly and openly. I have learned in the last few years to not be afraid of letting people close. I have been through a lot in my life, and I am definetly not looking to go through more **** than I have to, so if you are going to be dirty, mean, and lie, please don't bother with me. Like I said I have been through hell and back.