I Can't Stop Eating

I'm 17 and I'm 5'5". I weigh about 189 and I'm really depressed about it. I used to be fit and comfortable with my weight. Now I feel slow and chunky. I used to weigh 142, but that was about 2 years ago. I hate exercise and healthy food. I've tried to start eating healthy again, but it's too hard. I don't know how I did it. I feel like I have a food addiction. To top it off, I have depression as well. I want to be fit, but it's just too much work. I'm scared that I'm gunna get super big. Maybe I wouldn't eat so much and would be more ready to exercise without depression. I feel like it's hopeless to shape my life the way I want it nowadays. I wish there was some magic pill I could take or just be naturally thin, but life gave me the short end of the stick. I don't know what to do... Anyone in the same situation?
narutofangirl narutofangirl
18-21, F
Jan 15, 2013