I Know He Will Never Leave Her....
I am in love with a married man. I know this sounds corny but his name is "John". John and I met 6 years ago at work. We hit it off as fast friends and before you know it we were insepperable. I was in a relationship with a real jerk who was abusive to me at the time. Spending moments with John was like having a Knight in Shining Armor!!! Well before long my partner decided to hit me. I took it for a while. One day I was on the phone with John and the jerk came into the house and started beating me. Before I knew it John was in the house rescueing me. the worst thing is John lives an hour away so who knows how long I was being beaten. Anyway He stayed with me helped me with the police, courts etc. and now that Jerk is safely behind bars.
That my friends took place 4 years ago. John and I seemed to grow closer and closer after that.4 months later, Christmas Party at work!!! Why did I have an afterparty at my house. Everyone was drinking and telling John and I that we were a perfect match Why were we not a couple? Before you know it we were escorting everyone out of my home because we could not hep but keep our hands off of each other.
It's been that way ever since. He's got a wife an two beautiful children.
He hates his wife. i know this because before I was his lover we were just friends and he really hated her then.
They sleep in separate rooms of the house because he cant stand to be in the same room with her. She wants the marriage to work and to go to counceling but he just wants things to look good.
You see he and His family are all about outward appearances. Often in the eye of the public. He wants to sow that Happy Family Image to the world. Plus He's madly in love with his children 17 and 9 years old and He wont leave them for anything.
He tells me everyday that He loves me and eventally things will be diffrent....... What's a girl to do/