Addict?

Am I an addict? When I was a young girl, about 3 my dad fell asleep while watching HBO. As the late hours came about some Erotica show came on the television. I woke up for some reason and was intreagued with the show. Then for years after I would touch myself, rub myself against the faces of my stuffed animals and male barbies, and fantasize about men touching me. At the age of 8 I discovered my dads immense **** collection and became obsessed with the images. Years later I lost my virginity at 14, and it all escalated from there. I craved the thrusting of a d.i.c.k. Into my v.a.g.i.n.a. All the time. In 4 years I believe I accumulated 30 partners, some I cared for, some used me, and other I just lusted for so badly that I didn't care if I ever saw them again. My obsession with **** has gotten worse. Now instead of just sex I fantasize about women, older men, and rape. I'm not sure but I'd say I am a full blown sex addict.
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18-21, F
Dec 5, 2012