Improving Myself?

Days like that are going these days i am not satisfied with it, gradually i am loosing my moral and mental ability.
i am very ambitious in my profile but indeed i feel hollow myself.
i always think myself i will achieve my goal..but my addiction to a particular thing is just devasting my will power.
i had got a very good opourtunity at least people say that, in a very good type of company, but i soon made my mind that i will not join that company because where at present i am working may be not so good but as for some minimum facilities i am familier there, but problem is that there is no scope for future nor they repect their employees. i am just laying their ground because just want to be in direct touch with family and government exams for my preparation, i made myself mind think and decide that i will get there and get my dream job over a year and i will prepare myself as a real compititor, but when i returned to my old cabin i just felt a pleasure of relaxation and i engaed with ep and all.
what should i do? just tell me.
HariPadaradha HariPadaradha
26-30, F
May 4, 2012