Rip Sissy

I would like to dedicate this story to a very special friend that recently took her own life..

She was one of the strongest women out there, she always had a beautiful smile on her face, and always welcomed you with a warm hug that you knew was sincere. She was a type of person that no matter how bad things was you could never go a minute without a smile on your face. She was beautiful inside and outside.

We havent had a good relationship in a while and its killing me now that you are gone that I let my pride get in the way of picking up the phone and calling you. I know that all you wanted was for me to get better and to stay that way. You stuck by me thru so much, you saw me at my lowest and I understand that you could only take so much of watching someone that you love slowly kill their self. I just wish I wouldnt of done what I did do to you.

I am unsure of the reasons behind you taking your life, but whatever it was I am sorry I wasnt there for you. I know that may sound selfish of me to say I am sorry after the deed has been done, but if I had been able to of known I would of tried my hardest to help you. I hope you are now at peace. I love you and you have a spot in my heart forever and always...
imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
18-21, F
Sep 17, 2012