Time For Round Two..

Your story sounds a lot like mine... I went through a very deep depression when I was 16 I sluffed classes didnt care about anything really. I got out though, I am still probably clinically depressed but I work it out through understanding myself more and also helping people who are so overwhelmed with the pain of depression they are just done.... every person has their limit, how much depression will hurt them. Some people really get kind of comfortable in their depressions. This offends a lot of people. To think they chose it is outright slander. This is the case though, depression is just a chemicle in our bodys this chemicle is temporary and is triggered over and over again by the way we view ourselves, the world and how we think the world views us. We can either say enough is enough or we can say it is out of our controll. Depression is not easy to change. It took me almost 10 years to get to the point where I understood the way to approach to avoid triggering the emotion. Now I have found the secret that will guarentee I will never be at the mercy of this emotion again.... I have found that it has absolutely no power after all. I could talk forever about this but sadly it would possibly bore you to death so I will leave it to you if you want more info... the rabbit hole goes deep and it is much like in the matrix when neo takes the red pill.... the world is very different from what we were told... it is up to us to exercise our freedoms to take that viewpoint back.

I'm happy to be there for ya, Belle. Sorry you're going through a rough stretch.


Keep relying on people who give you comfort, and try to avoid isolating yourself too much. We all get a little weird if we're completely alone with our thoughts, in my opinion.


You've got a big heart and a sweet outlook on life. Nurture that and find your peace.


With much love, your friend J