Why Do I Do It?

I knew I waited too long. I applied to the Fashion Institute in the fall, then I let it get out of hand. I put it off and put it off until today and now I'm rushing last minute. I've got to do a home test and I"m choking. I've got to write an essay. I've got to do so much before next Saturday and its all my fault. Why do I do this to myself? I thought about it and decided that I wasn't ever gonna get in, so why bother. Now I get a  second wind and I feel so dumb. Why do I do it? Why? I can't stand it! I have no chance of getting accepted now. It is so pointless.

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2 Responses Mar 5, 2010

Maybe you subconsciously work better under pressure? Or maybe you are not really that interested in your chosen career path? Hrmmm when I put things off It's usually because I don't want to do it or don't know how to do it or I'm making it harder more complicated then it has to be. If you love the fashion industry just write about that and keep it simple. Yeah and get off EP! ha follow the KISS acronym .<br />
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Keep<br />
It<br />
Simple<br />
Stupid

Actually, it's not pointless because you do still have a chance to get into the school. You just need to buckle down and get it done. And most people will procrastinate when they need to get things done. So get off of EP and go do your essay. Tell them why you just absolutely adore the fashion industry.