I Don't Understand

I don't understand why you can change in just a mere second.
You said you loved me and a few days later you were cool and you didn't care at all.

I don't understand why you were so cruel and still saying you cared.
You broke my heart and you said you still cared, I don't get it.
What kind of monster is that?

I don't understand your real character at all.
I thought you are honest, but you are indeed far away from it. Too far.

I don't understand why I was just silly naive girl who was just too simple and it was so dumb to cry over a jerk.

I don't understand why I can be so stupid.

I don't understand why there is no hell or commandment to punish all the cold-hearted jerks.
Was that because God is a sexist?
Or there is just no God at all and the ones who made up the stories were just men and many of them were great jerks.

I don't understand a lot.
Why things have to be that hypocritical?

I don't understand and I don't think I can trust any men anymore because they are totally shallow and extremely selfish.

You don't need to understand. Nothing makes sense. Just be an *** and don't care about giving people hell?

ludai ludai
May 15, 2012