Dear Elijah,

 I had a dream about you again. & I wish it never ended. Despite the fact that i haven't seen you in a few years, and i have been in a relationship for a couple months now; You still weigh heavy on my mind. I know i shouldn't still have these strong feelings for you, but i just can't help it. If you were still in my life, there is no doubt in my mind that i would drop everything just to be with you. I haven't been feeling right ending things the way we did. I wish i would have tried harder, but i didn't. I know i should stop living in the past, but there is something about you that just keeps holding me back. I miss you so much.

     Sincerely, Melanie.