I haven't cut for 5 years. Tonight I just cut. I'm a ******* idiot. I have a social event tomorrow and now have to hide them under bracelets. God knows what my boyfriend would do if he finds out... I had to stop myself. I want to cut more and deeper, but I'll be in deeper **** if I do. Maybe I'll do just one more. I wish I didn't suffer with depression.
Zexy129 Zexy129
22-25, F
1 Response Aug 22, 2014

Hey I was wondering why do you like cutting? I don't get why people do that. does it feel good or do you do it to feel pain?

I like to do it for the high feeling afterward. I don't cut deep just scratch my surface and make scars.