I Ditched My Best Friend

i got to know from some girl that my best friend bitched about me...
i didnt do anything intentionally...i got carried away by few people n i spoke about her boyfriend whom i find very cheap .....n he really is not a right choice for her....!!!
her boyfriend spoke **** about me...he said that by seeing me he can make out that i'm not a virgin...n what not...!!
so in that anger i also spoke **** about her and her family to everyone....
i know what i did was wrong....! infact whatever i spoke was true but i shouldnt have spoke all this about her n her family who love me alot...!!
but i regret the fact that all this happened...!!
i regret whatever i did.......i like her very much ! she says she wont talk to me ever....
i know i am not right at my part.....but not totally wrong...!!
she regrets she made friendship to me....
i will always miss her n will want her back in my life.....
i never spoke anything bad about her before this incident
i am ready to bend in front of her n say sorry.....but i know she would never consider me....!!
i am feeling very low ....
no one is talking to me in my room.....what do i do...?
poopaa poopaa
18-21
Nov 28, 2012