25 and Divorced
After being married for 6 years and just getting the divorced finalized last year, my life seems to be falling apart. I have a job that is paying just above minimum wage great right, so finances are rough, exspecially seeing as I have taken about 20,000 in debt from my marriage. Now I find myself not doing things I enjoyed at one time, going out is more of a bother than fun. I am also a fulltime college student so my studies keep me pretty busy but I think I do all this on purpose, I think I try to over work myself. I have dogs to take care of and school work to do regularly...its getting harder and harder to cop. Dating is difficult I seem to fall to quickly and it has ended in heart ahe every time. When I try not to fall hard is when, I am cold and unloving something I chose not to be...at the same time the feeling of wanting children keeps coming to me knowing I am not stable enough for that but the feeling is still there. Its a life of feeling alone in everything that I do, this is my story.