I Don't Know

i am such a strange creature. I'm just amazed at the things i do.

 i need to control my impulsiveness i can say no to the drugs 99.99 of the times  but it happens. 

 why why i ask myself are you doing this? an i can never give myself a good answer as to the why.

 so i just keep on trying to behave myself cause i have a little boy know who depends on me and he is my world.

I'd bend over backwards for him. my son will be one on march 11, 2007. and all he wants is  something to chew on hahaha.

 i just wish he'ld start walking cause he's heavy

notsodeadpoet notsodeadpoet
22-25, M
Mar 7, 2007