A "shy", quite loner. That's what people describe me. I didn't choose to be by myself a lot, it just happens. Whenever I meet someone new I always fall for it and think I finally have a friend to laugh and be happy with, but I always get replaced. I'm never good enough. I'm just that boring Asian girl that everybody knows but barely talks to. I don't want to put myself out there like some overly friendly attention *****. I don't want to change myself. I just want someone who can learn to love or care for even someone like me. Someone who will at least remember me so I don't have to awkwardly leave the lunch table for the library (my haven at school). That's all I want.
16-17, F
Aug 30, 2014