I was looking for a support group and i stumble here, i was desperate to tell my story and in a way make my burden lighter. My 5 year old relationship recently ended in a horrible kind of way and i just can't go on. Got no sleep and i dont feel like eating, i cant even do my everyday activities. I kept on thinking about him and waiting for his texts or calls, or maybe soon he would show up. I feel so lost and literally my life's a mess. I really dont know what to do. I dont know where should i begin my life again without him, for all the years we've been together i never thought that there come's a day that we would break up and he would just leave me in a flash.