Divine Protection

For many years I have heard "them", mainly a male, this deep yet musical voice I have heard never scares me, even when yelling at me. Always just before I fall asleep, if I am already asleep he wakes me. He calls my name sometimes just once because I reply, sometimes its like a choir all different voices repeatedly saying my name. Many times I was having a conversation with one certain male and I was screamed at by "him" to "Stop talking to him". I only ever remember what he wants me too, I even have to Google the things I don't understand. I get warnings and even explanations to events that are going to happen to me. Sometimes I get so frustrated when I ask for answers and he drifts away only to return with cryptic and nonsensical mutterings. I find it odd that when they speak in another language I can understand and even reply in that same language, yet for the life of me I cannot learn another language lol. Years ago I began writing down my dreams and conversations, the words flowed effortlessly. It is only now that I have noticed some of the events recorded relate to what is happening in my life right now. Yesterday he called my name when I was laying upset on my bed, I drifted off to sleep and when I woke I had a pull to search for certain topics, I even signed up to this site (something I never do) I am glad to know I'm not the only one, yet was never concerned if I was, he supplies me with a certain comfort that is exclusively my own and I feel an adoration to this voice that guides me, supports me and challenges me to have an open mind. :))))
BrokenTomBoy BrokenTomBoy
31-35, F
Dec 9, 2012