TRYING to Move On One Step @ a Time!!!

I LOST MY HUSBAND IN DECEMBER IM ONLY 27 AND IM TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHY IT FEELS SO UNREAL LIKE A MOVIE YOU MUST HAVE SEEN WHEN YOU WERE GROWING UP AND WOULD STATE THAT COULD NEVER HAPPEN TO ME BECAUSE I DONT THINK I COULD HANDLE SOMETHING THAT HARD ; BUT HERE I AM SOMEONE PLEASE GUIDE ME SHARE YOUR STORY WITH ME I'D LOVE TO LISTEN.

CRYSTALCASTILLO CRYSTALCASTILLO
26-30, F
1 Response Feb 24, 2009

My husband just passed away Nov 19, 2014, but according to the docs who wasted my time and energy, I know he passed when he hit the ground Nov 13. And it feels so surreal. I agree but I spent a week in ICU with him, ventilator on. It never got better.
But I did eventually feel him with me. I knew he was out of his body. There is life after death weather you realize it or not. That is one thing that has carried me through. I have had some real experiences with him, so I know, he is well taken care of on the other side. It is unique, to the person, so amazing, pay attention to that, it's not automatically gonna happen spiritually.